An extreme distaste, what has gone wrong? The person I should have owed
my life with, supposed to be the best gift bestowed upon me. Would God
hate me for what I feel? Your presence makes me sick, your words leave
no power to me, your worries I barely appreciate, your decisions I
regard as inane. I ceased to regard you as my inspiration.
Did this happen because I have chosen to hate you? I hate grudges, i
tried warding off from emotional instability. I don't know what else
could you do to amend just how intense "pain" you've caused. Forgiveness
and respect? I doubt if these are doomed to take place. Scribbling my
thoughts, there's no other option to lighten the burden within me but
through this simple piece of writing. Perhaps, as I go fumble my
thoughts, answers float the way air is breathed in. For everything
life has challenged me with and your imperfections, I am forever
thankful to someone who never fails to stand by me despite the storms
and the instances when he has other valuable priorities than me.
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